Mariah Carey. The pop princess on her early success, the
personal turmoil that almost brought her down, and her remarkable comeback. by
Liz Smith
Mariah Carey strides into the New York City restaurant Chin Chin, her
honey-colored hair long and loose, her sun-kissed skin glowing. She has never
looked better. Dangling earrings with multicolored stones hung from her ears,
and dark blue jeans worn with a cream-colored blouse show off her curves. A huge
grin lights up her face, and it rarely leaves throughout our meal.
Certainly, she has plenty to smile about. Her latest album, The Emancipation of
Mimi, has sold millions of copies; her hit single "We Belong Together" is her
longest-running number one song. But success has been hard-won for Mariah. She
was born to a black Venezuelan father and a white Irish-American mother, who
divorced when Mariah was only three. Raised on Long Island, she grew up without
much money but with a lot of determination: Inspired by her classically trained
opera-singer mom, Mariah recorded her first demo when she was still a teen and,
by 20, had a hit album. A string of chart-topping songs, from "Vision of Love"
to "Emotions" to "I'll Be There," followed.
Her personal life also got plenty of attention: At 23, she married the head of
Sony Records, Tommy Mottola, 20 years her senior. But by the time Mariah was 30,
her marriage had ended, and the split was made particularly messy by the fact
that she was signed to Sony - and her new ex-husband was still her boss. Before
long, Mariah switched record labels, but she was running out of steam. A
well-publicized breakdown followed, with Mariah making headlines for her bizarre
and erratic behavior. She ultimately was hospitalized for exhaustion. Emerging
from the setback, a revitalized Mariah neither hang her head nor made excuses.
Instead, she got back to work. Recently, she won four prestigious Vibe awards -
including artist of the year and album of the year. Today, she's happy to talk
about whatever crosses her mind - from marriage to dieting to her beloved dog,
Jack.
Liz Smith: First of all, I want to congratulate you on your new album. Did you
feel vindicated when it became such a huge hit?
Mariah Carey: I'm not sure I expected this much success. You know when it hits
me? In my private moments, when there's not a million people asking me about how
I feel about the album. Those are my jump-up-and-down moments, moments of prayer
and thanks and gratitude. Because that's really how I feel: grateful, more than
anything else.
LS: After your last few albums didn't do as well as your previous ones, were you
worried that maybe you'd lost your touch?
MC: Well, I never gave up on myself. But I know that every now and then,
everybody has to be a fall guy. I think maybe it's necessary to take that fall,
because it's just not real to have a life with just peaks and no valleys.
LS: You did have a lot of harsh criticism over the past few years. Did you ever
say "I just can't win"?
MC: Never. That attitude will get you nowhere. I have always had an abundance of
faith, and if I were to allow myself to listen to the naysayers, I wouldn't have
ever made a record. Since I was a little girl, you know, I've had teachers
telling me my dreams were silly or other people telling me I'd never make it,
and I never let them discourage me. I feel like my whole life has been a series
of obstacles but that I've learned more about life each time I've overcome an
obstacle.
LS: Of course, you had a much-publicized breakdown a few years ago. Do you feel
that came from pushing yourself too hard?
MC: Yes. It was pressure. It was exhaustion. I had never learned how to say no,
because I started out so young in this business. I grew up without any money,
and I grew up feeling so different from everyone else because of interracial
background. So then when I became famous, and everyone was wanting a piece of
me, I didn't know how to say no - I just wanted to belong and make everyone
happy, but it was too much to handle.
LS: Do you consider yourself a workaholic?
MC: Yeah, I definitely do. But, you know, I don't consider singing and being in
the studio to be work because I could be doing something I hate for a living. So
I feel like I'm really blessed. Believe me, I've had jobs where I didn't want to
be there. I worked at a bar, and everyone hated me because I was 17 years old
and I wasn't allowed to serve liquor, but I also was completely unable to figure
out the register. That's how bad at math I am: I couldn't even work the register
which is really pathetic because my father was an aeronautical engineer!
LS: Well, luckily, you've found something that you're really great at. But, you
know, I don't think many people realize that you're a songwriter as well as a
singer.
MC: Yeah, a lot of people downplay the fact that I'm a songwriter. I feel like
if people don't see you with a piano infront of you or strumming a guitar or a
banjo, they just look at you like you're a diva. But I'm singing songs that I
wrote, and the lyrics mean a lot to me. I write about things that are really
personal, reflections of whatever was going on at the time.
LS: Although your first major film, Glitter, didn't do well, would you consider
acting again?
MC: Oh, definitely. I actually did one other film, called Wisegirls, after
Glitter, which was well received. But it was eclipsed by the nightmare of the
first experience. But I definitely am going to act again, and I have gotten
offers.
LS: Well, you're certainly a big enough celebrity to become a movie star. Every
time I open a magazine, I see your picture.
MC: There are probably some very ugly ones in there. Somehow, I can't get them
to take my picture only when I look good!
LS: You've always been voluptuous. But now there's this trend toward girls who
look almost anorexic.
MC: Right. I know.
LS: Do you feel pressured to try to look like them? Do you feel you have to diet
all the time?
MC: No, not really. But I do diet. I just don't go crazy. Like, when I have time
off, I'll just spend hours swimming in the ocean. And I like water aerobics
because it doesn't feel quite as abusive as actually working out. I have a
trainer who travels with me. She's fabulous, but she weighs two pounds soaking
wet, so I guess that's inspiration. The thing is, I am muscular, and so if I put
on weight, you see the gain, but if I take off weight, then you see the muscle
tone. It's not like, if I lose weight, I suddenly look skinny. Genetically, I'm
not a skinny person. I'm a big girl.
LS: And you look great. Now, obviously, you had a very high-profile marriage,
and the end of that marriage wasn't very pleasant. Did it scare you off getting
married again?
MC: I always said when I was little that I was never going to get married
because my parents got divorced, and that made me pretty gun-shy. But them when
I grew up, I was always the girl who didn't understand why people would live
together. I'd always say "Well, if they're living together, why don't they just
get married?" I'm actually sort of a prude like that, I guess. But I wouldn't
marry anyone unless I was sure I could start a family with that person. I mean,
to me, if you're going to get married, it's about having kids. Still, I worry
sometimes about having kids when you're really famous, because the kids aren't
asking to be brought into this world as famous people.
LS: It's hard on them.
MC: Exactly. There are a lot of things from my childhood that have made me
think, "I wish my parents would have considered this a little bit more when they
decided to have an interracial marriage" or "I wish this could have been done
differently." I'm not complaining. I'm thankful I'm here. I'm just saying that
if I can, I would want to give my kids the best chance at feeling like they
belong in this world and they're accepted and not different or strange. But I
think I'd be a good mom. Jack, my dog, thinks I'm a good mother! [Laughs]
LS: Are you looking to find a new relationship now? And would you date someone
in the business?
MC: Well, I just feel a lot of these celebrity pairings are a little weird. And
then people get obsessed with these couples, and there's no chance for anything
to be normal.
LS: What sort of qualities are you looking for in a man?
MC: My favorite thing is a sense of humor. I really require that because you
have to be able to laugh at this whole celebrity world. I can laugh about it
now. I do. That's why I need somebody who can keep up with me.
LS: Where do you see yourself ten years from now? Or do you just live day to
day?
MC: I go minute to minute. I can't predict the next ten minutes, let alone the
next ten years! I just hope I have a good time.
- Good Housekeeping, February 2006
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